I think it's about time naman talaga. Never mind Toni. Nakakatawa naman talaga ang mga beaucon. Di ba yan naman talaga ang inaantay natin yung mataranta at masira ang poise nga mga julahok sa Q&A. Haha. Kaloka.
Actually, there's no need for me to be back. After about 2 years inactivity? A lot of my gay friends have been telling me why did I ever stop blogging. They say my blog has inspired a lot of gay people to spread wings and closet people to let it go. Well that's good to hear.
I STOPPED BLOGGING BECAUSE IT FELT LIKE I ACHIEVED MY GOAL, SOMEHOW.
I started this blog in 2007 when I was fresh out of college. I was jobless and basically have all the time to blog. I was exploring my sexuality and I was like...they taught me in college that homosexuality is a normal thing. But why the fuck gay people were still subjects for public humiliation? The truth is, I couldn't let it all out. I was weak. Most gay people in Bacolod City were weak. So after getting inspired by some LGBT blogs that I came across in the Internet those days...I finally started Okrayero.com. My goal was to 'jugilate' Bacolod City. I WANTED TO BUILD AN ARMY OF PROUD INTELLECTUAL FAGS.
From 2007 to about late 2009 I've been blogging a lot of LGBT stuff. I created some of my own such as my Rica Etotera series, Baklitang Bruhilda series, and Junjun and Boyet bromance series. My fans loved all of them and I felt so proud. And since I my target was just Bacolod City, I did some horrible things such as stalking cute local guys in the malls and posting their photos online. Which I have come to realize very wrong for me to do. But anyways...everything I did, I did for all my fans. For all Okraynatics. There was no me. Okrayero wasn't a person. He was actually movement. And then Facebook came and I was consumed by my fuckin Nursing career...I couldn't blog that much anymore. In Blogspot, I couldn't monitor my viewers whereas in Facebook, I could interact with most of them. So I'd rather lurk in Facebook. Before I knew it, things changed. With the rise of Vice Ganda's fame and gay-themed TV series like My Husband's Lover...I realized...what's the point of all of these? WHY DO I STILL BLOG? THIS HAS COME TOO FAR.
WE HAVE ALL LIBERATED OURSELVES.
You see, I don't live in Bacolod City anymore. I work abroad and somehow living the dream (still single though). But in my last days in Bacolod City, I did see the change. The young generation of fags don't give a fuck anymore. TO HELL WITH ALL BULLSHITS. They now swagger in all corners of the city wearing rainbows and unicorns.
SO YEAH...that's why I stopped blogging. And I think, it wasn't just me. I've been following a lot of Pinoy LGBT blogs before and their blogs seemed to have died one by one. Where's Wanda Ilusyunada? Where's Mandaya Moore? Where's Lady Mayumi? Even MGG doesn't post that much anymore.
And besides...it's fuckin easy to reblog photos of guys from Tumblr or pin them in Pinterest. Nuff said.
I HAVE COME BACK NOT TO PURSUE MY PREVIOUS GOALS. I REGRET DOING SOME OF THOSE UNFORGIVABLE UNDIGNIFIED ONLINE BULLYING. BUT I PROMISE YOU I WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN. OR MAYBE I WILL BUT NOT THAT VERY HARSH.
I'M BACK BECAUSE THERE'S NO OTHER WAY OF SPREADING MY WINGS.